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#1
Posted 05 May 2004 - 03:05 AM
Set me free
Then let me be
Break the chains
Then bring the pains
Pull me out of my shell
Then go to hell
Crack the seal
Are you for real?
You’re the greatest
But I can’t stand you
I love to be around you
But you drive me insane
Its crazy how it is
But this is how we live
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Today i realized how it will be
Forever to be alone i now can see
It rips me apart to know the truth
But over and over i have seen the proof
Its pains me to know
That i mean nothing
Luckly to myself i'm still sumthing
I'll hold it in and try not to let them see
How much it hurts me
But soon enough it will all come out
And i'll just sit about and pout
I all i ever wanted was to be loved
Is there sumthing wrong with wanting a simple hug
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Always keeping it in
Never telling whats deep within
I'll always keep my feelings to myself
Because they can't be trusted with by anyone else
I tried to let them out
But nobody want to hear anyones problems
After all they got there own
So every night i go to sleep
Telling myself that everything will be alright
But i wake up the next day
All my feelings still in the way
What do i do
I have no one to go to
So i go through the process again
hoping that i'll grow immuned to the pain
#2
Posted 05 May 2004 - 04:10 AM
Just kidding.
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#4
Posted 05 May 2004 - 05:34 PM
~The person behind Amy
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Stories
Carressing you with its words
Pulling you into its pages
Winding you around its plot
Meant only to entangle your mind
Confuse it- twist it
Bringing it to a frame of mind
Then turning the page one again
Leaving you with questions and answers
Wondering what the end will bring
Shella Rae Mills
Copyright ©2004 Shella Rae Mills
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The Leaf
The wind brings a fallen leaf of many colors into your view
You can see it clearly, but the hues blend together
Not knowing where one starts and the others begin
You can hear the rustle of many as you step on them,
Step over them, or crush them beneath your heel.
In its state now seemingly somehow defeated
The wind beaten edges, The bug eaten holes
The crinkling where it got way too much sun and not enough water
The bent stem which held it to its life force
Only to be either pulled away or dropped
No longer needed as the seasons change
Pick one up, is the most beautiful thing you will ever see
For its surface shows all of its life
Should it be picked up? preserved?
Saved forever in the pages of a book?
Who knows, examine it, study it, search its veins for life
Is it done, left there only to dry up? Crumble beneath your heel?
Blow away with the wind? Disappearing forever from view?
Or saved in the pages of a book?
Shella Rae Mills
Copyright ©2004 Shella Rae Mills
#5
Posted 05 May 2004 - 06:35 PM
Those are really good Amy, keep it up.
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Edited by Squiggle, 05 May 2004 - 07:13 PM.
#6
Posted 05 May 2004 - 06:51 PM
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~Amy
#7
Posted 05 May 2004 - 07:14 PM
#8
Posted 05 May 2004 - 08:15 PM
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#9
Posted 05 May 2004 - 08:17 PM
Tired of your mindless talk
Crawling under my skin to burn,
Your endless whispers turn to hate.
Can't you see what you do,
Can't you see what you are.
Why these words you use,
Don't you dare breathe the same air as me.
Grow up and join your side,
I know where you rest,
Just don't close your eyes tonight.
With your blood over my hands,
I'm hiding inside your bed
Feeling the warmth you left behind
The last of your existence.
We can't be alone- (wrote after listening to a Pearl Jam song)
I got a gun,
You've got the will.
Oh lets get out of here,
Get out of here at last.
Oh everyone's confused.
Lets hide up in my room.
I don't want to be left here alone
Sat up in my room, without you.
So lets get out of this place we call home.
Straight out of here,
Straight out towards the sunset.
Can't stop for friends,
They know we're fine.
Don't stop for friends,
They'll know where we're going now.
So hold onto my hand.
We don't want to be alone.
We can't be alone,
So long as we're together.
All rights reserved, © Karl Peacock. Copying without permission is forbidden.
Edited by alone, 05 May 2004 - 08:20 PM.
#10
Posted 05 May 2004 - 08:21 PM
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Ode to my Weedwacker
It chops the weeds,
It eats the grass,
and all it needs,
is a little gas.
Copyright © Derrin Ashley
Julius 1 alt
#11
Posted 05 May 2004 - 08:23 PM
Secrets and confessions
Pouring my heart and soul out between shallow breaths
I speak of everything I wish I had said before
Words tumble from wine colored lips without hesitation this time
I only want to explain
I only want to make you understand
But you do not hear me
I stand here alone
~Shella Rae Mills~
#12
Posted 05 May 2004 - 08:37 PM
rusted sword within his hands.
Broken dreams and broken trust
push his heart, turned to dust.
His tears do fall upon the sands
as he looks upon his hands.
Into the heavens he soon cries,
as another warrior dies.
But still he sets himself in pride,
as that warrior bled and died.
"Ive seen the pain and what it cost,
innocence and virtue lost."
"But now upon these rocks I stand,
with this sword in my hand.
Broken now and broken then,
never to be broken again."
So enemy and friend behold,
their final tale has not been told.
Their path is chosen, their mind is set,
and I promise you, they're not done yet.
#13
Posted 05 May 2004 - 08:45 PM
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#14
Posted 05 May 2004 - 08:55 PM
http://lichdabezerke...1.com/index.cgi
The book im wrighting is under books and it is called broken a thousand times before.
Edited by Lich, 05 May 2004 - 09:07 PM.
#15
Posted 05 May 2004 - 09:20 PM
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```there once was a man that slept in a canoe
and every morning would wake with a hand full of goo```
~BETH~ (Gothic_Angel)
OMG! I'm Gothic_Angel ingame!
#16
Posted 05 May 2004 - 10:21 PM
Nothing ever turns out the way you hope.
Expect something and your heart'll be broke.
Want nothing and you might as well be dead.
Would you truthfully choose life over death instead?
This isn't reality.
Before you I am not me.
Misconception what you see.
Happiness this cannot be.
Pain, hatred, insanity.
#17
Posted 06 May 2004 - 12:11 AM
I got some things you could call poems, i originally wrote as songs, but now i have no guitar
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I guess if anyone does read these, it may help you to know that i'm a Christian
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-no title-
Lying here, i'm kept awake
One question running through my mind
After all i know you know
So won't you tell me why?
It's easy to feel safe
To take all this for granted
But now i stop and realise
I'm really just so small
It seems to me a pointless waste
And this only causes pain
And after all i know you know
So won't you tell me why?
I know i can't change the past
It's where i go from here that counts
I won't let life just pass me by
What difference can i make?
If it was me that died that day
Could i look back and smile?
And after all i know you know
And i'll never know why.
-written after the tragic death of a first year student at my unversity
Someone like you
With a smile like a bright summer's day
It's not hard to describe the way
You make me feel special
Somewhere deep inside
You help me forget
All the tears that i've cried
Because someone like you
Can brighten the night
Only someone like you
Can make this world light
Just seeing you can melt my frozen heart
You're beautiful, just like a work of art
You put a smile on my lips
And sparkle in my eyes
You bring joy to my life
Which i just can't disguise
Because someone like you
Can bring colour to grey
Only someone like you
Keeps me happy all day
If ever I'm down, I turn to you
But when you're laid low, what can you do?
'Cause people don't see
This life's hard on you too
The world causes pain
And it's hurting you too
Because someone like you
Can't always be warm
And someone like you
Needs help through the storm
But someone like you
Still brightens the night
And someone like you
Can make my world light
-written for my friend Cat, on her 19th birthday, when she was down
And to end on a lighter note, we have what i have entitled "The Donut Song"
I go nuts for donuts
I eat them a hundred at a time!
They're shipped in from America
Every day and they're all mine!
If you want a donut, just come along and ask me
You'd better say please and you can have one for twenty p...
-chorus-
Oh i love my donuts
I love the way they taste
The only bad one that i've had
Was made using fish paste
Oh i love my donuts
Because they taste so nice
With sugar, jam, and squidgy dough
I wish that i could eat them twice!
If i didn't eat my donuts
I don't think that i would still be alive
I eat them really fast
In ten minutes i ate ninety-five!
-slower-
And sometimes, to chill out, I sit down by the TV
A donut in my right hand -
And in my left hand i've got three....
-repeat chorus-
-grand finale-
And even though my doctor says
I won't live to see twenty-four.....ohhh.....
I eat them by the truckload
I eat them straight up off the floor
I feast on them all day and night
And now i can't fit through my door
But even though i'm stuck in bed
I'll eat 'til I can eat no more!
-the last 6 lines should all be said in one breath
Mmm, long post
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Edited by Raylen, 06 May 2004 - 12:12 AM.
it's plausible that the SOB hasn't spawned
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#18
Posted 06 May 2004 - 12:31 AM
I'm at my laptop no mistake
To play a game for minor sake
On with my Ranger and also my pally
And yet I haven't still bought a hally
The Grassy Meadow and Shallow Stream
Are both connected or so it seem
Along a worn path and near Southern Gate
Both commonly visited: new, old, or late
Though I see not any graphics upon my screen
I see many people all nice, good, or mean
You'd get on at night or spring out at day
But the people are always nice anyway
Bowlin_The_Final takes a bow.
Ingame as: Bowlin_Iii or Bowlin_The_Final.
#19
Posted 06 May 2004 - 12:42 AM
Dark clouds fill the sky
longing for the hidden sun
mountains dormant lie
And the poem that came to me early that morning:
Dark clouds streaming slowly by,
Wind in trees and smell of rain.
Though light shines brightly from the East,
My sorrow fills my heart and brain.
Why did you have to leave this night?
Dark clouds still streaming by,
My tears, like rain, fall to the ground.
Though light shines brightly from the East,
In my mind there is no sight, no sound.
Why did you have to leave this night?
Bright light shining from the sky,
My love, you'd want me to be strong.
Though dark clouds still are in my mind,
I'll try to smile and sing our song.
Why did you have to leave this night?
Maybe it has to be said that my mother was dying at the time from cancer and i'd just heard of the death of my old highschool sweetheart in an auto accident that night, so my mood was rather sad. Somehow it just felt right to continue the dark clouds theme.
Oh and btw English is not my native language
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No crits ingame atm...
#20
Posted 06 May 2004 - 02:04 AM
If you move
I’ll go with you
I’ll stand by your side
When you feel sad
I’ll stay by you and cry
You don’t need to be scared
When I am close to you
Because I feel what you feel
And I’m scared to lose you too…
#21
Posted 06 May 2004 - 03:48 AM
Can hardly breathe, barely grasping what I have now. Broken a thousand times before, my heart is nothing but a shattered piece of brail, there is nothing left for me. I lay here whiping the blood off of whats left of my damaged shell that is my body. Torn apart by so many lovers, friends and foes taking advantage of the weakened state of minds that is me. Controlled thoughts no longer capable. My last breath is nearing me as I no longer have the will to live and love, this helpless shell of a body has been used and abused too much to want to continue on with this hellish loveless life of mine. Broken a thousand times and no longer to be broken again this torn heart of mine will no longer give out what it once could. Love long lost, never to love again.
That would be my most recent thing I wrote. I don't write much anymore but occassionally something happens and there it is. My Poetry Is where you can find most of my stuff, theres very little I haven't transfered from my old archives, my apologies for not commenting on your peoples work, I'm just not a very good critic.
Creator of All Things Fluffy
#22
Posted 08 May 2004 - 05:05 PM
I haven't wrote a new one in a while, i guess it's because i need that depressing feeling, and to be hurt by something, as that gives me inspiration to write. wierd
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#23
Posted 24 May 2004 - 06:44 AM
Silence, soft and yet harsh
Whispering echoes and turbulent throughts
Quiet memories and screamed emotions
Tender passion and fierce tears
Forsaken secrets and forgiven betrayal
Illusions and facts
Twisted lines and straight obstacles
Steps, leaps, roadblocks
The road is never known
Copyright ©2004 Shella Rae Mills
*note, Zelimos, the only reason I have put copyright on mine is because those are the ones that are already published. Look forward to seeing more writing from all. Have a great day! ~Amy in game.*
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